my trading journal

i just entered a trade at 1.4125 short eur/usd because at 10 minutes there is a negatives divergence on stochastic and a bear engulfing pattern happened confirming the previous bear engulfing which mean confirming resistance and at 1 hour it create a bearish engulfing. today eur/usd trend is down by seeing 3*3 MA

the trade end up with a lost



and the mistake can be seen on the chart that i forgot the support area which means my mistake is on the risk and reward ratio. though the 1 hour chart show a bear engulfing but it doesn't confirmed by my stochastic, and the adx show me that the trend is still strong for uptrend.

I got a lost because i enter by analyzing 10 minute chart. a candlestick pattern happend on the 10 minute chart confirming a previous candlestick pattern which mean it confirming resistant. but i didn't see in 1 hour chart the trend is still strong which being shown on 1 hour adx

now i always feel tired and my mind exhausted after a tired 8 hours long of doing programming at work. when our mind is exhausted we wont be able to think straight not to say to enter a trade on the correct signal or interpret the indicator correctly most often we will endup enter things carelessly which endup make us lost our money. it's a hard choice to leave my company and just do trading or keep trade with current situation since i must admit that i'm relatively new on trading which is less than 3 years what i'll do now is to spend time to meditate after comming back and take shower to rejuvenate my mind. i want to train my brain to be calmer, faster and more accurate.